I am not positive what I really want to blog about....maybe my life in general?, maybe my failed adoption?, maybe my love of cars or trucks?, my pets? oh I have a lot of ideas...just having a hard time deciding today.
Today is Mothers Day. This is my 2nd one without our son....who is also no longer our son. It will get easier, but today hurts a lot.....many people made sure to call me today and make sure I was ok. Those that did, I thank you so much...Even Dewy realized he shouldn't have left me alone all day and apologized several times. He did come in earlier than usual and has fallen asleep next to me.
